today, the one person I care about the most left me.
the one person, who knew how to make everything better - everything, happy.
******, I know you won't ever come back nor want me, for being absolute cling, wanting you to stay with me. but if you ever do get that feeling, if you ever miss me - gladly know I'll welcome you back into my open arms. though it'll hurt to see you with someone else if you move on, just know i'll always love you as I always have. don't forget you inspired me back to so many things i quit and failed upon and you taught me what it means to feel loved and most of all beautiful. I never want to replace nor lose sight of that. You'll always have a place in my heart, no matter if i'm not or am with someone. I could never forget you and would have a guilt if did, and until I find someone that will accept I still love you, if fate doesn't bring us back together - then will it be, I may move on.
nothing however, can replace the love you gave me. the sweetness, of first love - and its impact it had on me.
i'll admit I was in love with a girl, I was in love you. luckily, if God does bring us together though, it could stay that way.
I could still be in love with someone so suberb .. you.
I owe you so much thanks and apologies, and i'm sorry that you had to waste you time on little ol' me.
and though it pains me so hard to say this, here I go:
(to your next beloved)
to whom it may concern,
please take care of ******. treat her like the princess I never could, and promise to yourself, ******, and especially me you'll love her everyday of her life. promise, to stay true to her, and commit to her with all your heart and all your soul. she is an amazing girl, and you should be very lucky to have her. I know this isn't the greatest thing to be writing to you, me being her ex of the past, but as a plea - do take care of this truly gorgeous person whom is beautiful inside and out. give her the love, i promised, but could never finish giving - till' the day she takes her last breath. never leave her side, never regret her and never, ever break her heart. may the both of you live the most happiest life together.
love, Katrina ♥
